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Unzipped Wings

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When I cry...it's a fucking monsoon.
I even want to scream at the moon!

I'm a bizarro butterfly,
ripping open my own cocoon
...to hopefully fly free-spirited into the night
hoping, perhaps a firefly will flash his light...
into my sight and into my mind
to erase and ease the pain and rewind
...to start fresh and learn to love again
...but this time with wisdom and freedom.


Dragonfly, mend my wings...
and I'll heal your tale of woes
...and to no longer conceal
...my heart my be yours to steal

Dragon, breathe your fire into my cold
dark soul
and fill my spirit with renewed insight

Together, we will fly into the astral night...

When I cry...it's a fucking monsoon.
Or, hell, the sun, if the case is noon!
Luna weeps while Helios sleeps...


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I was the worst skeptic ever, fluttering around, blinded in the cosmos

Then I took a shine to your light
twinkling deceptively bright
with such might
yet, I did not fright

...and if you leave tonight, it's okay, I STILL love your soul
but I want to say:


Thank you for teaching me to believe in myself again....

I've learned to fall in love all over again, like a fairy-tale come true
foolish...nonsense?
wait...what...who?
Oh...says you?

You are my maniacal mage...

Use your magic hands
and celebrate
with your brand of magic
over and over
for, your a star
you really got it!

Please believe me,
for you are the rare rock that crashed upon my territory
I picked you up and explored thee!

Fear not, Foreigner...Stranger in a new world...

There is love, but it is rare...
fear not, if you want to find it
you'll look everywhere

near....
...far

even a part from me...

but please be my boomerang

And once again shine your light upon me

EVEN IF IT HAS BURNED MY MIDDLE EYE

--------------------------------------------

You are so smart, you Architect, you
Your dreams-capes are strong and loyal
...yet I was all but royal
...to you

Now I am blue

Yet from what I've learned...


You've taught me nobility
AGAIN

You are my greatest mystery....
I want to solve you and win you FINALLY, yet at last, I realize...

I have lost you, Cosmic Rock...

I realize now that my

only my prize will be true understanding

of life's mysteries

both
subatomic
&
massive

Thank you for reminding me what superheroes are really made of...

cosmos.... we really are made of starstuff.

Stars must twinkle....
before they burn out

born out of a supernova....

glowing slowly
shining, growing


Geo-star...I now let you go...
But I still admire your soul

Maybe you'll fly by again someday...
...until then

come what may...

...even if you don't love me today

or tomorrow...

I know your sorrow

For you are an eccentric and friendly
swallow...fly free!

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ATTN: Creativity found in Science!
Spirit and Science may be two sides of the same coin...

yet...

the coin is lost in

Dogma....

Cha-chaquita

     Shock ya, Chakras!

     Chakras?

     Energy Centers from Pagan beliefs are thought to actually correspond with hormones and the endocrine system.

     Each one has a different color, how are you feeling today?

     ...who me

     o-okay, I'll

Pick a color:

ORANGE

Ok...I'm Orange. Organic, Creative and Misunderstood. Exotic and Esoteric. The after-thought of the starbusts. Fresh and clean, but with a little mean, and maybe, baby a wee bit funny, if you please. Also NOTHING rhymes with me!

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Graviton

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This is a poem I wrote quite a while ago about some confusing crushes that I've had in my life. I forgot about for around 2 years, but I added a bit more this time around.


                                                     ----->Graviton*


Really, bitch, really?
Are you that hellbent on being so blind

Blind....as a
binded...
shadow in your mind?

Psycho?! Me *laughs*
Down on your knees

and hear what I've to say:


I never, never meant to fall in love like this
all I wanted was your...k...hiss
@ me if you will sir!
Go on, curl up & cry...

but don't fear...please
I love you more than I can bare
I love you...r Satan's stare...ing at us again, oh shit

*scoffs* I must enjoy torturing us both.
Let's give him a show, n'est pas?

So... how can I make you see, gravy
Yes...
gravy....gravity

I gravitate to you, like a graviton!

Good...friends...til the
end... of the world, but if it was
would you try and like me "that way", just 'coz?

and, yes, sir! I know it is wrong

Frankly, I don't care
I spray my foul lust in the air
do you..... care?
guess not

fine! I'll find another
who...

can get me BACK to reality
but 1st, we must
we must get back to serenity

which is,
"what you make of it", says Quantum...love
Love..

What if life is a semi-conscious dream of the universe...

then, fuck it!

If it is, I pick the Neon Lions that roar at my crumbled heart

Let's ride on theta brainwaves!
crescending...and naive, but
with cloudy wisdom in
my third eye
pry it open with a TOOL, that being your love
me
please
ease
my

PANE of the window of my soul
...so I don't lose all self-control


No! That's insane
La Cage Aux Folles indeed!

I need a magician...
and angel...

    risen:
Christ!
           fallen:
                   Lucifer!

Criss, I believe in you....give me a chance
I'll show you the world through my neuro-psychotic eyes
of mentalism
I'll freak your mind, like a muse
Oh yes, sir

Confused? *sighs* me too

I want to move...on
as still into a soft flutter of light
Q, sir, I'll be your queen
of movies & scenes
with shitty plots, yet gorgeous guillotines

No! I am a pacifist!

Remember, folks
You gotta love yourself before anybody else
and love ought to come...easier
...
Like me after...
Mary Jane....
I miss you, it's been years, but I'm okay
I don't need you anymore, dreamer's whore
But don't go too far astray!
who knows, you might inspire the future someday
.........................

Sing with me, don'tcha see this, you sith?
it will be
DE LOVE- ly

but, nope, for there is still
HOPE

I STILL CRaVE
my pebble gem in the rough

but do you remember me?

Ahh, but do you remember my geography?

I miss you, dude, can't you see
I inadvertently fell in love with thee

Forget this, I need to live life...wanna join?
wanna see some real magic
No smoke & mirrors...
no more lies!

Want to find the key to my heart?

it is peaceful & free from harm...
just take my hand
Ye' need not be alarmed....
but ultimately, it's your choice...
be my graviton?

come fly away with me in our own lucidity
in our dreams
we'll mend our own...

seems to me you're hurt
but I can heal your heart, if only you heal my mind

love is more complex than the most elusive equation to the most brilliant mathematician.

BUT you can only steal my heart if I can TAKE your mind, completely
Ride with me

be my rock
ON

I'm sorry, but I think I love you

I never meant to fall for you like this

even if you lied to me

...I kinda like the way you lie

mmm

Sweet

can we meet again?

I pine for you

my pineal wants to steal you again

and pick up your pieces

to peace

and love me,

please?

I'm sorry, i--i-i Think I love you, but you're my gluon to stick to my pieces back together again to form the perfect fit

So,
grab it on and hold my heart

let's start fresh again

I'm sorry, but  I KNOW I do!

I'M SORRY BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

can you find it somewhere deep with your dreamer's heart to

Forgive me, please?

I shall ask once more and that is it, I promise

Will you be my Graviton?

(end)

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Have I lost it? Gone mental? It's taking a toll on all aspects of my life, my health as well.

Oh well, bitch, put on a happy-face! There's no people like show-people...
However, there is no show this time...just the facts are left into reality. I am forced to sew these facts together to find my own version of the truth.


I know how much it sucks standing alone...down on myself for being to picky, still falling when I know I won't be caught by my chosen idealist. I do not want to fall apart this way. I have to repair these broken thoughts...again. This cycle is weakening me in every manner. Fuck you depression, I will win this war. May it be with tears, sweat, and frustrations...

I will tie you up and knock you down a spiral staircase, depression. You will be conquered. You will not win this time. Last time you won, I nearly lost myself. No more. I am a compromising creature...but depression...you are going down. You will submit and disappear, I shall will you away with all that I've been taught throughout these years of disappointment and un-fulfillment of the most simple needs in life.
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